mY poInt oF vIew

hEy aLL..

hurm instEAd oF talking bOut mysElf
toDay i wOUld likE to shAre
wHAt i sEE d wOrLd frOm my EyeS..
fRAnKlY..
i wOUld sAy nOW is d ENd f d wOrld alReaDy
i MEan fOR all d mUslIM we knOw lah..
Dis ids duNie akhir zAman
TOO mANy thIng haPPeN
as waT wrITTEn in thE Al- Quran
of cOurse sUm time i gEt scAred bUT most of d time
i WAs tOO bz Too thInk bOut it..
and aume moRe even though ak INgat
d FEEling oF fear
sEkejap je datang..
tHEn akU kembaLI lalai..
lALai ngan dUniE
anD all its ganes
i'm tOO bz tOO survive
wiThout tHInking
btw bLE2 poN ktE bOle matI
and i dUN thINk
i'vE preparED mysEL:f fOR it
iF only i dIE afTErwaRd or mb tOmorrOW '
cane aKU nAk HADAP..
tAKOT sgT!!!!!!!!!!!
liFE after dEAth
is EterniTy
hu..
hOpEfUlly
sIKit dEmi siKIt
akU dapat bawak bekal
GOD
plz hELp mE

my lifE QuotE

i tOOK a Quiz and dis is wAt i gEt:

Your Result: Don't be so quick to judge me.

You always have people judging you before they even get to know you, even if you may show an attitude towards people, thats what you choose to show, But people tend to judge you as mean, rude, and selfish. You probably try to ignore it as much as possible, but can't because it hurts you on the inside. Maybe you should try to show a little bit more that your attitude

weLL i guess its trUE 4 mOst part..

bAd nEWS..

last nItE bfOre tItOn.. akU bcE bUkU jOHn grEy...
hurm kat c2 die tulis sumtIme ktE sendrIk sabOtagE ourcreLationshIp
coZ most wOmen yG kEciWa akan pK' Dis is another mEn whOse incapable tp cOMMit'
i tOtally agrEE yG i do hav dis kind of mentality
sumtime
and the bOOk said,Once mEn gEt frustatEd, They ll thInk dAT
' its just another wOman wHich hard to plEasE and tAkE awaY thEir frEEdOm'
WEn bOth siDE pk cani.. sampai ble poN tak ke mane..
then aK bcE lG
its totally natural to get to know sum1, fall in luv and Find out that they are not the 1
well dats might b right
i talkl to frEn bOut dis and hE does his own opinion which i respect..
aftEr all, eveRYTHING COMe UP FROM OUR MINDSET
sO i gUess i nEEd to bE moRe posiTive
evEn though dis MOning
PG2 lg as i started my day
i got massage whIch say
' Dukacita dimaklumkan anda tIdak berjaya'
pHEW...
i got frUstated
BUt then
as i"vE lEarn last niTe
i have tO stay pOsiTive to cREate the posiTivE environtment
wEll thanx to fRen for d advIse and 4 thOse whO stIck wIth me
mAy gOD blESS u..

gREAt wEEkENd bUT..

afTEr bEEn thru tiring mONths.. i wOuld sAY dis wEEkEnd is tHE best weekEnd i eVer had dis feW MOnTH.. IT STARTeD UP WIF GReAT INTERViEW ON FrIDAY.. duN minD if i gOt the jOb or nOt.. i arDy gIVE aLL ouT & no reGrET.. bUt stILL i Put soME hOPE as i REally xcIted tO gEt inTo this nU iNdustry..

aftErward, i shARed a VEry qUAlity timE wIf suM of my frENs whIch has bEEn lOSt for seVEral years.. its fEEl so Gud to shARe the laughtEr

but i thINk d Most excITing pARt is tO mEET suM1 aftEr lOng yEArs juZ tO fInd oUt i FALL for him.. God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im in a really bIg trOUblE dis tIMe cOz i THinK i Couldnt Hide my excItEment and over reAct...i duNNo how to make Thing right coZ i thINk i'vE bEEn cOMplEtely bE A FOOL in fROnT of HIm.. i sHOulDnt fALL to anyone dis mOmENt coZ i rEally gOT a lot of thIng to do but i jUZ cOUlDNt hELP it..thInk AgaIN, i knOW i shOUlD bEhavE..cOz nOW i mIGHt LOst HIM fOREvE 4 my sILLy MIStakE..gOD plZ hELp..JuZ hOPE i wOUld gET ovEr IT..

bUt thank to mY gF wHich ask mE oUT fr shOpping sprEE and mOviE,
i do had gOOd timE wiF thEm..but as my bOdy wit thEm, i stILL kEpt thINking 4 dat gUy..i'm so ConfUSe anD cLueless..anD as usUal.. my LUv sTOry Will complEtely TuRn into disastEr.. WeLL, hE mIGht knOW dat i LikE hiM bUT i dun think he had any idea thAT i'vE fall fOr him dis mUch..

pHEW..

i gUess i nEED hELP